madamadachan

... heh, I had things I wanted to say here right now. And now I'm say here with the keyboard in front of me, I'm not sure what to put. I've been told recently I need to be more honest with my feelings... How do you do that? Telling me I have to and actually doing it...

Hmmm.... Guess it doesn't matter really. They only said it because I was in a mood most of the last few weeks. But... it's good now. It's really good now. I'm saying good a lot.

Am I supposed to feel this... out of control? I think that's the feeling I have...

I realised on Monday I loved Yasuyuki. It was pretty sudden. The realisation. I'm told it happens like that sometimes. Guess that's okay. I love him and he loves me. ... If no one could have told by that post he made. At least it didn't sparkle...

Happy birthday, Yasyuyuki.

I went by your place and... you weren't home so I left your gift with your mother. I hope you like it.



(ooc: It'll be the key to his little shelter thing he built~ Though it looks more like a shanty than what he'd wanted it to look like, and does lean to the left some... but it's the thought that counts! Unless Kiraku heads off there this weekend he won't know about it till he comes home and gets his gift. ^^ Hopefully they'll be on better terms soon and then they can go and see it together, so rather than Kiraku going there on his own and getting mad, they can both go and Echizen can explain his warped image of a cottage!)

Looks like I have a guest over for the weekend... Okaasan's fixed the guest room for him so he won't have to sleep in my bed this time. Or scare Cali...

I'd had plans for Saturday, but they can wait... At least, for now.

Heh, Momo senpai is dragging me home with him after school today. Says I have to 'lighten up'. Apparently that means watching dumb scary movies with him and Kamio. Wish he could play tennis already... I'd prefer to do that than watch movies.

It's been settled. I'll be going to the US for Christmas. Okaasan booked the plane, bought the tickets and everything's set now...

This is going to be a boring Christmas.

[edit]

This Page is Rated

NC-17

madamadachan.livejournal.com/

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

Just one question. Why?

( Private )

Friday the 13th... unluckiest day of the year.

Yeah. I can believe that.

... should have stayed in bed.

( Private )

Had a list of things I meant to post here today but Karupin's sat on it and won't get up... Now I have to try and remember it all...

There's talks of going away again this Christmas. Okaasan wants to see her family so I think we'll be off to the US again. Not sure I want to go but... we'll see. I've no love for any of my family really, but a vacation might be good.

Heard about Atobe as well... Not sure what I can do but... if there's anything... you know... ... Hang in there, Kabaji-kun. Atobe's a tough guy, he's probably giving whoever took him hell.

( Private )

The last week has been a weird one... Tooyama-kun showed up at the beginning of the week and spent the day asleep in my bed... I had to sleep in the guest room. But after that that's where he stayed. ... I used the word 'stayed' loosely. He was everywhere. Scared Karupin though Cali liked him...

He spent a lot of time playing tennis with Oyaji, and followed me to school on Thursday.
... It wasn't as bad as I was imagining it would be, I guess. He calmed down some after he realised I wasn't going to be kidnapped. Thanks again, Momo-senpai for getting that in his head.

Tooyama-kun left at the weekend, a friend of his came for him. That weird guy with the bandages... Why does he have them again? Nevermind... Then there was Ibu-kun's surprise birthday party, he didn't look too surprised, maybe that was just me...


( Read more )

Impending doom...

I think a storm is coming.

... I have to kill Momo-senpai now.

Today was weird. I went to play tennis with Dan-kun... Cali snuck into my bag. And noone told me that Dan-kun had a dog. A big dog. My cat snuck out of the bag while we were playing and the stupid dog chased her all over the court...

We managed to stop him and got my cat back. But she's scared now, hiding under my bed. And Dan-kun has just sent me another text apologising to me. He's forgiven though. He didn't know my cat would hitch a ride with me and I didn't know he had a Doberman.

... We only managed a few games of tennis before the you-know-what hit the fan. Dan-kun? We should try that again sometime. Only I'll check for cats sneaking into my bag this time. Sorry to stress you out.


(ooc: Echizen was the one to stress out though~ He's still shaking, his cat was almost eaten by a huge dog! *laughs* And Echizen spazzed SO HARD!)

Halloween is coming up. My parents are already getting started... They've ordered a bunch of things, pumpkins and stuff. There's talk of turning the house into a ghost house. Sounds like a lot of work...

Supposed to go to this party over the weekend. But I heard about Momo senpai and I'm not sure any more. Yasuyuki is going though... It's only for the weekend. I can go and see Momo senpai after that. Atobe's going to have ice cream cake, after all. Maybe I can bring one back for Momo...

Got home yesterday but didn't have time to post 'til now.

About the weekend... Yasuyuki took me out on this big boat he borrowed off of some friend of his. He told me the name but I forget... He forgot to tell me he could sail. It was just the two of us, so I suppose it makes sense he knew how to drive the thing...

I enjoyed it though. I've never been to that part of Saitama before. It was... nice.

Then he took me somewhere else. I'm not sure I should even mention it, he kept telling me it was secret, his private, secret place. I guess so I could be honoured to be taken there or something. Which I kind of was... It was an amazing place. Overgrown in places. It needed some TLC. But it was playable.

I think we'll go back there again. Maybe in a few weeks... If we can get away.

But I enjoyed it. A lot. Thank you again, Yasuyuki. I'm happy you let me see that place.

Happy birthday, Kirihara-kun.

I'm away most, or all, of this weekend. Still haven't been able to get Yasuyuki to tell me where we're going and what we're doing. I need to work on my persuasion techniques.

Oh now you KNOW this is gonna be fun!

Comment and Echizen will....

- detail EXACTLY what he thinks of your character(s) Or actually, possibly, in as few words as possible!

- provide one embarrassing/funny/really embarrassing anecdote involving him and your character(s) If he can be arsed.

- and I, MAY, profess my undying love for you and your character(s)~ You all already know I love your characters! Does it REALLY have to be said??


Echizen obviously hates me for doing this. But dammit the world needs to know what the Ochibi thinks! If this works out, it shall be the start of Ochibi Corner: A Chibi's Thoughts On The World. Each week he will give you all a thought of his, much like Jerry Springer, only less of a douche!


Edit:

SHIT! I JUST noticed that I'd posted this in his journal rather than the ooc comm... oh I am dumb... SORRY MOD-SAMA!!!

I had a text from someone who'd read my post, hadn't been able to comment, but wanted to play tennis with me. I haven't spoken to him in a long while. But Dan-kun wanted to play tennis and since noone else wanted...

We met up and played a few sets. I'd forgotten how energetic he is. And excitable. He's gotten better. But he was falling all over himself through the first half hour. I had to go and buy band aids when he slipped and scraped his knee.

Brought him home with me to see Karupin and Cali. And so Okaasan could do a better job of cleaning his knee. I never saw how he fell... One second he was there and the next he was on his knees.

He's gone home now and I'm... wasting time writing here. I was supposed to call Yasuyuki... Have to ask him where he's taking me next weekend again. He won't tell me.

Stabbing yourself with a chopstick is a talent that is reserved just for me I think... Same as a father who laughs at his sons pain. Anyone know where I can swap him for a better model?

I'm bored. Anyone up for a game of tennis?

Dragged out yesterday by Horio-kun, who insisted I had abandoned themand that he hadn't seen me in months. I saw in four days ago when he chased me down the street and embarrassed me. But he'd forgotten. *shrug*

He met up with some others and conveniently 'bumped' into Sakuno-chan and the loud one. I get the feeling Horio likes her... He wanted me to ask her out for him. I walked away and they all chased after me then.

... Fuji-senpai showed up around that time and 'rescued' me. But now I owe him... And that can be a dangerous thing...

( Screened to Yasuyuki )


(ooc: Fuji had some words with Echizen and gave him some nice advice! Basically to suck it up and to apologise to Kiraku... Only Echizen is chicken right now, so he's doing it in a screened comment. If it's accepted he'll say it in person, probably blush like a girl doing it, but he will say it!)

I've been watching the American Open. I wanted to go but school gets in the way, and Nationals. But I've been watching it and recording it. It's been good so far. I'm lining Andy Murray. Though I still hope Roger Federer wins. ... I wonder what it'd be like to play either of them.

... I'm going to go ask Oyaji to play a game with me... Should go to bed. But I want to play tennis.

I'd wish Momo-senpai a happy birthday, but it would be lost on the blind. So I called him and said it. I think I woke him up. Oops.

Tuesday I went to see Yasuyuki and his mothers friend. They said he was flamboyant. I think they meant perverted. Grown men shouldn't touch that much... And they shouldn't touch me. I was surprised they let us go when they did... Never again though... There was something seriously wrong with that guy...



(ooc: Echizen had no idea how to react to ol' mister Flamboyantly Gay, so kinda just... said nothing, just dragged Kiraku away as soon as he was able. I think he was a bit twitchy all that day! He couldn't wipe the 'ick' off himself!)

Dinner with Yasuyuki's parents went... differently than I thought it would. They all... were happy. And accepted us. And started to plan for the future. I think Okaasan and Tsumako-san were already planning our wedding...

Apart from Oyaji who embarrassed himself and then ran out. But I didn't expect any less from him. He's not happy but I can't help him with that.

I'm glad they all know now, though. It's a weight off. With them being so accepting too, that takes a lot of stress off us as well. Heh, just hope it lasts. If anyone pulls out wedding magazines... I think me and Yasuyuki will have to elope sooner than we thought.

Dinner this weekend is going to be long...

Yasuyuki and I've decided to tell our parents about... us. Together. All of them. In one place. I'm thinking I could just leave them a letter and go wait outside.

... Heh, I don't know what I'm worried about. If they're happy for us, good. If they're not... it won't change a thing.